Simple Aesthetic: March 2009

So… I haven’t posted in a while. I was planning on posting earlier this week, but time got the better of me. So many things happened, and it’s definitely incredible. In translation: for once I’m enjoying life! =DD ~~

Okay, here’s a recap on the past weeks. Haha, really, it would have been more exciting if I wrote a post on each day. I probably would have told the whole story! But this is pretty long too... I guess. =]

Thursday – 031209
I was asked to prom!! Guess who?? The guy I unexpectedly fell for, and conflicted over my feelings for some weeks, and made me decided I should forget all about him, but then made it more impossible for me to forget him, because he asked me to prom. His name is Alex. =]](So where did all of those troubles I had over the course of time our friendship was down? Just washed away. XP) That night, I believe we talked in Facebook until midnight, and talking made us closer. =]

Friday – 031309
It was Friday the thirteenth, and Pi day. This day was definitely special. No, bad luck did not fall on me, but much more on the happiness side. Haha. Alex said we could be more than friends, and does not mind it at all. OHHH HappyLand!! Nooope, I’m not high at all. LOL I was also excited for the next day, because it would be our first date! hehe

Saturday - 031409
Saturday was incredibly fun! I was with Alex at 1:30pm to 4pm. It was a short time for us, but it was absolutely worth it. I drove to his house, and left my car there while I rode with him. =] We originally planned to go to a water park near his home, but then we thought 2h30m would not be enough for us, but we went anyway, haha. First thing first, since we didn’t have swimsuits, because he outgrew his, and mine is packed somewhere, we had to go and buy them. Soooo KOHL’S was our first stop! Well, I was really glad I brought enough money with me because I ended up spending $52 for swimsuits. Haha! At first I thought it would be easy to find them, and get some, then leave. But gosh… who would have thought it would be the opposite? I became more frantic when he came over and check on me. Well, I tried to hide it, but I ended up telling him to wait for me somewhere while I chose what to buy… He gave me 10 minutes to choose. Eventually, I was able to pick some. They weren't that bad.. but it was something I usually don't wear.

I was still fidgety throughout our way to the water park. Specially when I was in the changing room. GAH! Well… after a while I got used to it. I told myself to enjoy, and not to fret about anything else. I was with him. That was all that mattered.

I certainly had a great time with him even if it was only for 2h30m. We both wanted to prolong our time together but it was impossible at that day. So we decided that since the next Friday is our off from school, we’ll go back and spend more time together.

So we are officially dating. =]

Sunday – 031509
I had a work day at home, packing up whatever there was to pack. I also did some of my homework, which took me great effort because my concentration was almost… nil… when it came to what was I suppose to be doing. I really couldn’t blame 7170 for getting ticked off, because I wasn’t paying attention much. That night, I talked to Alex more in Facebook. That was the only satisfying I did that Sunday. =]

Monday – 031609
It was really nice seeing him again. He walked me to my French class that morning. The sad thing is that we don’t have any classes together, and we hardly see each other during the day. I do see him in some of my passing periods, but our classes are like opposite of each other. If I have class on the second floor, he has his on the first floor, or vise versa, and it goes on. The only time we could actually talk and walk together is during before school, after lunch, and after school. If we do see each other in passing periods, we don’t really have time to stop and talk, so we just wave or greet each other. =]

After school, I usually wait for Rodney to be done with track until 5:30pm, or at times it goes until 6pm. So I have 2-2h30m to kill in school. However, Alex and Leanna, my bestfriend, stayed after school that Monday, so we hung out. I spent most of my time with Alex that afternoon, because Leanna decided to be considerate (I think) and took her time searching for a specific food from the vending machines all over the school. It took her about 40 minutes, =] and when she did come back, she got her food, and her “target” partner-to-be for prom. It was totally coincidental, so I thought it was cute, but funny at the same time.

I was so glad the complications and awkwardness about… everything was over. =] Now, I’m happy!!

Tuesday – 031709
Nah, I didn’t drive to school, so I couldn’t stay after school with Alex or Leanna, but I did talk to Alex in Facebook until midnight. =] I’m not going to deny that I love talking to him… (and hanging out with him).

Wednesday – 031809
After school, I spent the first (about) 40 minutes with Alex, Natalie, and Rachel. That was fun!! I had a lot of fun. However, when will I get used to Rachel’s perverted-ness? I’ve been friends with her since 8th grade, and I still have a hard time applying to my mind that Rachel has her “special” moments… and she DOESN’T hesitate telling me anything about it. Maybe because she never really showed her inner self until last year… or so. I usually just tune her out, but at times, they’re just too sharp, they burst my invisible shield. I usually end up cringing at the words… gah…

Natalie is always fun to be with. She’s really funny! She dragged Alex’s 300 pound backpack to the girl’s restroom while he was drinking from the water fountain. LOL I thought that was funny! Well before that, Rachel threw my keys inside the guy’s restroom, and Alex, who I thought would be helpful, added in my backpack. Luckily, there was nobody around to witness my 2 feet adventure in the male’s restroom. Not that it was something very exciting to go into. I would like to avoid that as much as possible, thank you very much.

I was supposed to meet Leanna in the band room, but I wasn’t sure if I wanted to go in there alone, since I am not part of band whatsoever. So she came and met us in the hallway playing around, remembering me, and my helplessness without her with my AP Language quiz. =] I love her. After Natalie left, Alex and I hung out, alone. Leanna, had a quiz or test to study for. But, I got the feeling, she didn’t want to interfere. She smiled at me mischievously after she left. Hm…

Thursday – 031909
A very special day. And definitely one of the days I would always remember. =] I really do love being with him. There are so many things I want to say to him… but sometimes, I just can’t bring myself to do so. But I guess… sometimes… he knows what they are, as I sometimes do as well.

Friday – 032009
Our second date! As we planned, we wanted to go back to the water park, because we found it very enjoyable and we wanted more time together. I was allowed to spend 5 hours in there. However… I told 7174 that I was with a group instead of him alone. I know… I should be honest to them, but I just… don’t want to let any of these go. Because I know, that once I told them about our relationship, it would be over, and needless to say it’ll give me a whole lot of hell to worry about. (Not only that I had to stop my relationship with him, but also the fact that I was dishonest, and distrustful… please to the Heaven, don’t let them stumble to this blog…) However… to be honest, I’m not guilty as I know I should be, because Alex is the only one who makes me happy, and I’m not going to end that just because of their expectations toward me. Happiness always runs away from me, and now that it halted, I’m not going to turn my back from it; I’m going to keep on holding on to it. I want to be with him for as long as he wants me to…

I was supposed to meet him at noon, so I had some time to do stuff around the house that morning. So, I decided to give my dogs a bath… because it has been months since they’d been clean and fresh, and they love sleeping with me, or chilling with me in the room whenever they’re bored. I just couldn’t stand the smell anymore. Well… along the way, after Phoebe’s annoying pleas from the water… I held the scissors to cut Princess’ coat… and ended up cutting her skin instead of her tangles… I felt so bad, I wanted to cry! However, she only yelped once and then stared at me… she looked at me in a what-have-you-done?! way, then resumed looking bored…. I wasn’t sure if she was okay or not. If she was not… I couldn’t tell. But I was glad she was not bleeding hard. Phew! Since I injured Princess, I decided to give her a bath the next day or so when her wound is better. I felt so scared!

Spending time with Alex is what I want to do! Friday was GREAT!!! Lol, we got in trouble towards the end though, and I broke one of our ‘rules’… yeah… I should have known better. GAH! But, I’m really glad it wasn’t a big deal to him. But I was worried when he was quite and seems like he was thinking hard… Later, it turned out to be just something we shouldn’t be bothering ourselves too much about. =] but, we do still have to be careful. I’m really glad.

7174 was suppose to take me somewhere to go dress shopping after she picked me up at 4:25, but I kinda felt bad because she hasn’t gotten any sleep since that night before. She worked at 10 at night until 6 in the morning, and she didn’t sleep that morning at all, then she went with Chelsea and Rodney for some kind of shopping. So I didn’t want to keep her exhausted. We’ll just go when we can.

Saturday – 032109
GAH! THE EXHAUSTING DAY!!! Rodney was gone all day for track, and so Chelsea and I were left to help out with all the boxing, carrying the boxes from all over the place to the garage, digging out some plants, carrying those plants to the front, shoveling, raking, and driving to the store, and so on. I was ridiculously drained! In between breaks, I called Alex. Haha, that’s what I pretty much do actually with my breaks… that night, I fell asleep right away, and I didn’t wake up until quarter to 9 this morning. Which is usually pretty late for me because everyone in this house are early risers… 7170 wakes up at 6 during the weekends, and at about between 7-8 he makes weird noises to wake us up. I can’t help pulling my hair. It’s really annoying.

Sunday - 032209
First, we went walking to our nearby park. I end up chasing after the dogs, because we were trying to train them follow us without their leash, but they abused their temporary freedom. Sometimes they’re good at following, but at times they love being chased. After staying in the park for about 40 minutes, 7170 decided that he wanted to go walking in the Duck Park… well, we got there, without the dogs, and walked around the area. It’s pretty sad… there were no ducks at all. Well, I blame it all to the weather. So we spent about 1h30m or I think almost 2h… in there. I’m sorry but really… I’m not having fun with all of those what they call “family bonding.” Not when I always feel so indifferent… especially with this family. That’s why I only rely on myself. I CAN’T WAIT TO BE EIGHTEEN!!

When we got home I got about 1h free time. I ate, and then called Alex. However, he had to go somewhere so I didn’t talk to him that much. So, I decided I’ll call Leanna and chit chat for a little bit, because she has that Forte thing that was going on. (So sorry, I couldn’t go! *bows*) When she left, I called Chrissy next, because I was WAY TOO BORED. Turned out, she wasn’t home. I kept on scrolling on my contacts and stumbled on Andrew’s number, so I called him. Haha! He didn’t know my number so he was like “Who’s this? Are you sure you got the right number?” Dang! I could have totally messed around with him! Something like, I kidnapped your dog, give me your money. LOL! But I was too nice. He had to go too, because of Forte, so I didn’t talk to him that much. There was nobody else to talk to… so I just resumed giving Princess a bath from two days before. Luckily, that turned out well, but it took me like 3 hours to fix her! Her hair was just too messy and so many tangles, I had to keep on cutting her hair. I was slow and careful this time too, because I was afraid I’d cut her skin again. Fortunately, I didn’t. YaY! Also, I still feel bad I couldn’t go to Forte. =[

I’m really horrible at fixing the dogs… so I pretty much just ruined Princess fur… so I asked help from 7174. =]

So that was my week. It made it all less tiring when I got to talk to Alex in Facebook tonight. =] I’m just soo happy!! This Friday we’ll be moving to our new house! I’ll be living in Alex’s neighborhood and I’m really EXCITED! I get my own room (YaY! PRIVACY! FINALLY!). Also, I’m getting off that Friday, to actually “not” carry out boxes or anything like that, but follow around men from DirectTV because apparently nobody else can do it. My grandma could not understand English when spoken at a normal speed whatsoever. It has to be slow and clean diction! Haha… well… that’ll be fun. Hoho!