So lately, I’ve been constantly getting in trouble, at least once or twice a day. I think I attract misfortune more than luck. What the heck, I don’t even believe in luck. I guess, it’s just the way it is. Life has nothing better to do but to mess me up… or the vice versa.
Since 7170 (That’s a name, [actually, an honorific] not a year, coded from recognition) been giving me poop about everything. I decided I’ll write them down, and remind myself that those are the things that get me in trouble. =] It is a good start.
1. Speaking in English and not in our native language
2. According to 7170, I’m speaking too fast. Never thought of it, because others perfectly understand me.
3. Too clumsy. I’ve got to slow down, or be more attentive, because I’ve been dropping stuff a lot lately.
4. Reading too much
5. Always alone in the room – (I do reading and homework)
6. Using the internet (and his laptop)
7. Defending myself
8. Forgetting to do a chore
9. Having a reverie – not able to hear what he’s talking about
10. Playing with dogs with “childish” voice
11. Blank emotion means glaring
12. Not putting the dogs in their bed
13. My tone of voice is too mean
So that’s what I got for list. For now, at least. I’m sorry, but I can’t just bring myself to just smile, laugh it off like how 7174 (honorific) laugh it off, like it was okay. It is not okay.
I’ll just have to keep my head on those, and reasons I’ve chosen not to talk to him at all. Everything I do, and say are not worth anything considerable except for rudeness, and just aggravate him.
Learn to calm down… calm down… calm down….